crunch crunch crunch. sigh.
| i was up most of the night. pavel was bored. and that is not a good thing. he dragged all of his toys onto the bed, messed with jake whilst he was sleeping, messed with me, bit my feet, he loves to bite my feet, pavel, not jake, he messed with the other cats, and then chewed on anything noisy in the room. so, not much in the sleep department. so, woke up refreshed and energized. i packed up orders and long overdue secret pal packages. went to the post office. almost 2 hours later, i got back home. i don't know how i do it, but the time seems like it evaporates. you know? i dyed a few batches of fiber, and then two batches of yarn. i also knitted one of the scarves for sugar, i need to fringe it still. molly knitted up really well...i will take photos to-morrow if the light is ok. so, i am in a mood. i ache. i am tired. grumpy. i don't know what the deal is. i am not sure if something is going to happen, or what, as many of you know, i feel very detached from my body and my emotions, most of the time, anyway, i don't know what is going on. pms? nope. no clue. i just feel down. i feel unproductive, even though i know that i get as much done as i can. and i am unimpressed with everything i make, at the mo. i want to do some fine art things, but i don't have time. so the yarn in the pic, is one that i learned to make at camp. it takes forever, but is really amazing. i made a pink and brown version as well, and some others that i wasn't as pleased with. i am eager to make a version out of crazy stuff. i made some 4 play super bulky insane llama yarn yesterday, which is like wearing a smelly llama. yuck. looks neat though. and then i used the burgundy llama that i dyed, and put all sorts of tinsel and stuff in there and it looks pretty cool, i guess. i dunno. gold yarn may not do anything for me at the mo. i need to maybe work on some other things, some more of the sweater doll things, or whatever. something. at butter's urging, i started eating fruit and some carbs, and i wonder if that is what is making me feel like this. i noticed when i went low carb that i felt better, if i didn't eat, it wasn't a big deal. who knows. not me. off to watch threshold. at least i am not infected with alien dna. or maybe...i am!!! dun dun daaaaa!!!! i would give smoochies, but i may be infected with alien dna... n. |
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