crunch crunch crunch. sigh.
i packed up orders and long overdue secret pal packages. went to the post office. almost 2 hours later, i got back home. i don't know how i do it, but the time seems like it evaporates. you know?
i dyed a few batches of fiber, and then two batches of yarn. i also knitted one of the scarves for sugar, i need to fringe it still. molly knitted up really well...i will take photos to-morrow if the light is ok.
so, i am in a mood. i ache. i am tired. grumpy. i don't know what the deal is. i am not sure if something is going to happen, or what, as many of you know, i feel very detached from my body and my emotions, most of the time, anyway, i don't know what is going on. pms? nope. no clue. i just feel down. i feel unproductive, even though i know that i get as much done as i can. and i am unimpressed with everything i make, at the mo. i want to do some fine art things, but i don't have time.
so the yarn in the pic, is one that i learned to make at camp. it takes forever, but is really amazing. i made a pink and brown version as well, and some others that i wasn't as pleased with. i am eager to make a version out of crazy stuff. i made some 4 play super bulky insane llama yarn yesterday, which is like wearing a smelly llama. yuck. looks neat though. and then i used the burgundy llama that i dyed, and put all sorts of tinsel and stuff in there and it looks pretty cool, i guess. i dunno. gold yarn may not do anything for me at the mo. i need to maybe work on some other things, some more of the sweater doll things, or whatever. something.
at butter's urging, i started eating fruit and some carbs, and i wonder if that is what is making me feel like this. i noticed when i went low carb that i felt better, if i didn't eat, it wasn't a big deal. who knows. not me.
off to watch threshold. at least i am not infected with alien dna. or maybe...i am!!! dun dun daaaaa!!!!
i would give smoochies, but i may be infected with alien dna...