sad and dyeing
i keep typing and re-typing this entry, and i don't know what is the right thing to say...the day took a nosedive, and i feel really sad. i feel like i had a hard look at the truth and it is like finding out someone is cheating on you...you can't unknow it. you just know that you have been either believing what you want to believe or fed a line of bullshit. now i know. and i am not sure how i even feel.
anyway, i have so much to do to-morrow, and i didn't have my tripod until a bit later in the day, so no photos, but i swear, to-morrow. unless it is super dark again to-morrow by 2. sucks. ass.
i have so much to show you, too. ok..gotta make some orders and take a chill pill. literally.
gimme hugs and kisses. i need em.