low. low. low.
|i am having a hard time lately with feeling like i don't do enough creatively. at all. that i need to be cranking things out in all sorts of media. and i do. i need to make a list so that i can keep on track with what i need to do.|
one of those things...i signed up for a postcard swap late one night and thought until earlier today that it wasn't due until next month. or next week. oops. so, i am off to cut up the paper for them. now. i feel really odd. and hot. so i think i am going to turn the a/c on.
i need to get my ass in gear and get things together. i am totally broke, so i can't go to ny for renegade to help at the yarn booth, i feel bad about that. i turned down to split a booth with a great girl because i knew that the heat for two days would put me in the hospital. so that always frustrates me when there are things i want to do that i know i can't do realistically.
i know i keep moaning about it, but i am out of fiber, and spinning up odd bits and pieces, despite the need to do actual spinning to fill bigger orders and nothing to fill them with. frustrating.
i am off to do work and stop complaining. i am a whiner.