23 January 2008

how embarrassing!

oh jeebus, i was talking to jake in the kitchen just now and thought that i might have posted whilst in the throws of a migraine. holy shit. i used to write in my journal sometimes and it was not even as bad as that. i think i was dozing off while typing and then snapping awake and writing down what i was dreaming. i was about to delete it, but jake told me not to so that people could see what migraines do to a poor unsuspecting brain. i didn't even realize that i am quite that bad. i love the parts where you can tell i blanked out for a minute. or 15. who knows? i also love that i somehow posted to livejournal and blogger. here is to hoping that i didn't do any migraine emailing. that could be bad. if i sent you a jumbled email outlining how your life is in danger and you should become a dog catcher, disregard it. gah! clearly i have been overdoing it a bit, but now that i have figured out how to overdo it, i am kind of riding the wave until it crashes. i guess that the fatigue and migraine seem worth it to me, although if i get one bad enough and end up in the hospital, i will probably be singing a different tune. anyway, i am foggy and tired today, but much better. here's to hoping that i don't get another one tonite, or at least, i keep it to myself.

4 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

Wow Natasha I hope you do feel better soon.I didn't realize that migraines are that bad.Its really good to know that you have a wonderful hubby who is there by your side.
Nina

4:47 PM  
Blogger robayre said...

Oh, I enjoyed it and absolutely think you should keep it right there. I agree with your man, it shows reality. It is real, especially when so many people (myself included) try to sugar coat everything in the blogging world. I hope you're feeling better soon and back to your turbo productive self :)

5:01 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hi Natasha!! If this is who I remember, I am an old blast from the past...did a google after looking through some old stuff but just wanted to say hi! Looks like you are doing some cool stuff-congrats!!! If you want to catch up, email me...

an old friend,
Cindy (Green)Kulikowski
cindykulikowski@hotmail.com

7:18 PM  
Blogger natasha said...

nina, thanks so much! you are so right! i got the box and haven't even opened it (i guess you see why!) i will open it and take photos tomorrow, it sounds like nothing is broken. i just need to get the proper sealant for your piece and it is done. and out the door!
xo

robin, thanks so much! yeah, i am better. it comes and goes.

cindy! i just mentioned you the other day! my friend is dating lisa e's from jr high's little sister who i hear is a nurse, too! i would love to catch up! i am the same weirdo you always knew and loved!
email me when you have a mo at natashaluxeatgmaildotcom
xo

1:25 AM  

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